So your back huh? I can't say as I've missed you! Please go away and leave me alone! I am not strong enough to endure you again! I want to be free of this torture. I want off this Merry go round. I can't stand bracing for the fall anymore! I don't want to feel I am clinging to the edge with one hand anymore! I will defeat you I will overpower you. I will not be a victim to you raveging my body anymore! I need peace! I need to feel centered I need to walk and not bump into everything I need to stand at my sink and wash my dishes and get out of my bed and find the beauty in my children! I need to be able to focus and speak without effort and pain! I will not let you defeat me! I will take control of this and I will set myself free! GO AWAY!!