aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Why is this happening and what does it mean? I am getting electricuted every hour or so as I am walking. I am gripped by pain for about thirty seconds and then it dissipates...what could be causing it? Google says you or MS....uggh...I feel so crawly everywhere...I do not want to take any more antibiotics! How can I help myself without drugs? Blah

So your back huh? I can't say as I've missed you! Please go away and leave me alone! I am not strong enough to endure you again! I want to be free of this torture. I want off this Merry go round. I can't stand bracing for the fall anymore! I don't want to feel I am clinging to the edge with one hand anymore! I will defeat you I will overpower you. I will not be a victim to you raveging my body anymore! I need peace! I need to feel centered I need to walk and not bump into everything I need to stand at my sink and wash my dishes and get out of my bed and find the beauty in my children! I need to be able to focus and speak without effort and pain! I will not let you defeat me! I will take control of this and I will set myself free! GO AWAY!!